My not a blog page! (+rand meme)
My not a blog page! (+rand meme)
i have this problem where almost every time im trying to do something and i walk into a room, or open my bag, or a new tab or program, it's like my brain bumps into the door on the way and drops all my thoughts. It takes me a second to remember what I went in there for. I think there's a name for this phenomenon but I've forgotten what it was. It's quite the annoyance in any case.
anyway there's not enough time shenanigan fics on ao3 but i found one thats like literally so beautiful. ill put the link here when i remember to copy paste it. it had like 2 chapters unpublished and was last updated 3 years ago but i really do hope that author is having the time of their life rn. i think they deserve it (if its possible to deserve anything. the concept of that is flawed.)
new homepage (again) and i really do like this one. also a guestbook which is a slightly less appreciated afterthought on that page after trying and failing to make it look nice on this page. i genuinely don't know how the code for this page translates to the visual product, specifically the layout of it all but like its whatever. live laugh love ig
(my pile of assignments towers over me, growing ever taller) (i need to get out of this house)
i have finally stopped putting off making the site button
also im lowkey sick of trying to make the layout of everything look good with CSS percentage that stuff sucks heavy
"asterisk took us to the aegis the other day. their food was good, i think."
will probably remember to link the images but if not just know that the foodstuffs are from pastrypuffs on deviantart. i lifted them from tangerine tree's graphic but collection but yk.
I was doing a self assessment or whatever today and it asked me where I want to be in life. Like as a goal. The problem is that I have no concrete goals other than make enough money to like confortably. My main thing that I'm looking forward is the opportunity to experience the most of the human experience as I can. I want to make art. I want to make friends. I want to see the world. I want to contribute to it. I want to set something on fire, at least once. I want to know the limits of the mind. I want to explore the corners of every city. And then I want to sequester myself in a corner of the world with my close friends. Idk is that's doable but I want it.
The hard part right now is keeping myself on track to get there. I know I need to take care of my health and be on that grind in my studies but look at everything else I could be doing. I feel greedy. I want a piece of it all.
i have screwed things up on my home planet. woopsies.
did a pixel art of the ship finally!!
my brain is shifting to update the sandlands page bc i saw an oc website that was really really cool
also!!! "document.getElementById("test").innerHTML = window.innerWidth;" prints out the width of the window (not the screen) on whatever element "test" is (putting it here since I've had to use it twice now)
learned how to use folders. doing some organizing and adding more people pictures
i have got to learn how to garden
OH YEAH ALSO the composition of every frame in kpop music videos has got to be studied. give those singers and producers and set designers a raise
did a lot of things. rip squickland. hello squick station ig? (did not change the landing page. still attached.) its still not finished tho, neither the site nor the ship.
...which is its own thing. this wasnt supposed to be an actual ship? but un/fortunately i do have floor plans and lore and allat for it so there very much is a [fictional] ship associated with this site. yippee
anyway there is a lot to do and images to make and pages to create and consolidate but i feel like i kept this site in construction for too long so brief powering up before i shut it down for *drumroll please* More Construction!!
many many ideas. only two hands. the struggle of man.
so we all just saw that right. like...we all just saw that, right?
also while scrolling thru #milgram on the media that is social i saw someone mention a few projects like it and one of them was "The Post Traumatic Manifesto" and yall. when i tell you those songs were laced with something strong i mean like it had me crying and wobbling around my room for half an hour. that last chorus of the last song, i finished and i was like wow so cool! onto the next thing and a second passed and like Everything FLIPPED. im having thoughts. about everything. and the character website snapshot things i...i have only stopped crying because my eyes are cried out. its very heavy in subject matter otherwise id be shouting from the rooftops and in the streets about it but i respect peoples limits when it comes to this type of content. im clawing at things. weevildoing and their team are so heckin based. oh my word. oh my goodness.
Link to TPTM's carrd and their YouTube
also the yt comments reference some things about their characters that were on the carrd before the final video so perhaps the wayback machine is relevant here too
top 3 girls in order - nataana (refraction girl), kairi (irreverent girl), morgan (chocolate box girl)
and honorary mentions tahira (splitter girl) and nurse parallel
ugh omg.
Edit: joy (chemical girl) is very quickly eating up storage space in my brain
so my idea is gonna be making this more space themed like a spaceship. like spaceship floating through the void landing page, random items floating in zero g, interstellar destinations for external links, etc
idk tho not only would that take an effort (see minor in school post), but ive kinda gotten attached to the weird color scheme and layout i have going on rn
in other news i will be updating the sandlands page trust!!!
- new in construction page
- figured out how to make the site more livable on mobile
yayaya
the third snow day this week. they're never sending us back lmaoooo
wish i could say i went outside and played a little but nah, i was up in my basement playing sims instead of doing that project thats due on sunday. L :/
also new page!! for the songs i like
rearranged this so the recentest stuff would be at the top on this page
i also plan to make at least the homepage look a little nicer at some point but *gestures at heading*
(/j) i can't believe vivinos released a new video showing till sua and ivan in the afterlife and they were all happy and nothing bad happens to them anymore
i am losing my mind!!!
it might just be me but like my webpages are not updating like at all on my end. its kinda annoying to edit bc ill change something and nothing will happen when i click view but i can See It. in the little yk previews in the dashboard? I know it's There.
maybe its me...maybe its neocities. but it's for sure AnnoyING!!!!
Edit: One google search later, Ctrl-Shift-R fixed my issue.
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why is this box at the bottom?? great question! i do not know